Friday, December 07, 2007
have driving lessons later in the morning. it's 3.30 n i'm still here XD
juz thinking... y so many things in my life clashes XD e.g family gathering, dinner with close frens, skul...
supposed to go have dinner with besties today but coincidently, it was mummy's off day. she seldom get off days, maybe twice or thrice a month, n when she does, she whips up our fave dishes. i dun wish to disappoint her
it feels really really bad to have to say 'no i'm not coming'
i dun lik the disappointment it leads to
but things always clash,
n i'll have to choose.
it's impossible to make both sides happy
its quite tiring
but besties, thanks for understanding me when i couldnt make it for outings! cai cai!! thanks u sooo much.. u must be thinking 'mo ming qi miao'
i was expecting u to nag at me when u called me juz now XD
but u din!! instead, u spoke v normally n went 'ok ba' 'nvm' 'byebye!' etc
it meant so much to me
cuz i was feeling so guilty initially
n u saved me!
i think tt having frens are super super impt. every human needs frens.
i dun believe in having many many frens. those all not frens.
frens are those hu understands u, n MC wad u wanna say juz by looking at ur hand gestures, n noes wad u're thinking juz by looking at the direction tt u r looking at
frens r always there for u when u need them, be it deciding which dress to buy, or when u're sad etc
little things tts frens do makes a huge difference
dear frens, thanks for everything..
even if its juz a really really small action, it shows tt u care XD
im so fortunate to hav u guys ard!
HEAAA i suck at explaining n expressing things. the many feelings n gratitude in me now..
there many words in my mind, but i cant string them up..
i'll juz keep them in me
3:23 AM,
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